Hello darkchild and welcome to the forums. You'll find lots of supportive people here, it may help you to realize that you are not alone and that help and support are available.

Explore the forums here and I am sure you will find people in similar struggles as well as many who have gotten past them successfully. Feel free to post about the things that are bothering you when you are ready, and it is OK just to read along for awhile and find out about the people here. Jump in whenever you feel comfortable.

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