Sometimes I really hate being with a BF- I felt alone all day today and I feel alone now when he is home. I feel like SCREAMING!!!!! RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR- I feel anger right now!

It makes me want to eat more, drink more, or gamble more. I just don't have any money to do these things right now. I feel empty very freak-in empty. RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR