meh... meh... MEH.....

i should had called in today, I barely can get up from my desk....and I told Co-workers, that they needed to leave my area before I would get up....... this sadly reminds me a little of before my surgery that I had.. I hope that my back is not bad again like that I don't know what I will do if so.

I ask people to leave due to, I can't stand to be hurt like this, let alone have another see and think it would be helpful to help me-- which wont work for me... And I may get snappy even though I realize they are just trying to help. It is why i asked them to leave.

On another note, i don't get why my s/o needs to bring up a wound for me while I am in so much pain. Him jabbering about work and I really don't care, i am doped up as well and in so much pain... but he made a harsh comment, and I don't know why he did so.