To all the people on meds: Please do not take this as a judgement on anyone taking meds. I realize they do their job when they are prescribed right and taken with care, and can help tremendously. I just feel, for me, if I am taking something that takes the edge of, it hinders my ability to actually get to the root of my problems and find a real solution as the symptoms would be subdued. I mean as a BPD sufferer, I already have moments when I think "I don't need anything, I'm fine... ". The phases where I sit and do nothing because I happen to be feeling well. How much more if I'm masking my symptoms? Again, that's just me. Please know I understand some of you cannot do without your meds and I respect that