I also feel like frownupsidedown. I am a teacher out of work and subbing for six years and it's really getting me down. I feel worthless, empty inside. Mornings are the worst. Luckily my wife is very supportive. And I just started to see a therapist who told me she will help me find a job. I just keep looking at everything negatively and can't seem to feel good. I wish I had a solution. So many meds have so many side effects, what do I try? right now on Zoloft and it's not helping.