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Originally Posted by dubblemonkey
ok...
then ...
heres my interpretation of alcohol...
"before and after means nothing!"
so why do I want to be without boundaries?
cos I feel restricted..
and why do I drink?
so I no longer feel restricted...
bipolar assaults my mind with just way too much!
alcohol helps me regulate....far from convenient in the real world right?
but the real world has some other ideas huh?
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Thanks. I am going to limit myself to 4 drinks of gin tonight. I am not going to touch jack daniel tonight. Just manage 1 night at a time.
I like this, "The real world has some other ideas." Is it for me or against me? Can I fit in? Or should I create my own reality that can fit in this real world? Am I able to do it? What is the meaning of my life?