I sympathize a great deal with you, HavingABadDay, because when I was going through what I went through, I also thought it was due to special powers and being chosen that they were after me.

I still know I have some special power, but that is due to my faith, but I no longer fear people are after me and know I'm not interesting to anyone. So, I wish I knew what I could say to help you reach that place, like me. But I don't know why it changed for me or why I healed and the fear went away. But, I am sad to read of all of you who are living in that fear that I used to live in, and I hope you can all not have to live that way any more.