...??

ok lets just put aside the manic depressive emotions for a bit!

hey thats a massive ask ....HUGE...impossible!....right?

ok...consider this!!

(this is spoken in my own voice)

...do you get irritated before you get satisfied?
...do you get agitated before you get mystified?

do you get emotional before the reason for it?

...does this continue past the point of useful?

like you are crippled?

do you suffer from absent mind?...like you arrived already
and whats the point of catching up again it was easy anyway but now it's suddenly hard trying to prove it was easy!?

and do you fail so bad at the regular crap!...?

drifting elsewhere toward a personal utopia?...mental Nirvana?

harmless beautiful....sacred !...nuthouse extraordinaire?

weirdo magnificent self destructive?

a cartoon of a human?

do you drift into your own caricature....just to get by

and then stuff it right up?

then it's quite possible you are a freaking genius!!

very cool