...wanna stay alive?

....trick question?

who is making out they want to live but really they want to die!?

...waiting!

...waiting!

ok...I will put my pitiful hand up...I will surrender all my experience to this one moment I will die ... to save myself!

hey bipolar aint' no fun...I can last forever alone with this thing because I already have....but I read all the pain here ...

are you going through something else?

are you experiencing something else?

one thing I discovered?...complaining?

never got me anywhere..

now ranting is different...ripping into things!

but for everyone I want to rip into for survival there are 10 that want to rip back into me.

and I promise you they are lining up!

so I can drop my ego and do nuthin'.....kill their confidence and survive

or I can embrace the hate become a moodswinging murderer and die