...this always happens...I freak out!

I want to just explode!

rip the heart out of reality tear the fabric into tiny pieces.....

...damn this place is so unfulfilling!

and I'm not surprised...

such a random arrangement of even more randomly arranged people over vast distances.!

I'm a freaking idiot...bipolar ?

whatever

it's way too normal here for me

and even I know I'm over reacting somehow...

but what can be done?