I see both a T and a pdoc. I don't know exactly what your T's reasoning might be but maybe think of it as a positive? I see my pdoc so that she can prescribe the meds that help me out with the depression (and other issues for other people) that so often accompanies BPD. My pdoc is a kind person and she really listens to me and works with me. I understand that it can be hard and you feel tossed about but try as best you can to go with the flow...it can be a good thing.