How do you act normal when your almost exploding? I feel crazy good right now and just want to jump around and be silly but my family judges me for it.

They point out how childish Im being and make me feel embarrassed, and they wonder why I have social phobia. Im good at holding it in but Im ready to go wild and jump around, maybe ill just do it and see what happens.

Any advice on how to spend some of this extra energy? I am glad I dont have a credit card right now I want to buy so much stuff right now, things I wanted for some time now but I cant which is good. lol I cant seem to stay off this forum for more than 5 min.

Confused jumbled rant over.