For a lil while now I've been dealing with stress,depression and now .n anxiety disorder. .. All which I believe came from my husband of 13yearS constant physical abuse in the past. Now it's verbally abuse I get, but I'm at a point in my life where I can't take it any more! I am so fed up with bull That I have to to something about this situation before it's to late for me. I went and sought help today and have been trying to get my husband to see and understand what I'm going through because of him and I got no kind of interest or response from him at all till tonight. I gave him the boot, told him he had to leave cause I don't feel he is helping me in anyway but making things worse! He says he'll leave on his day's off and than 30minutes later he's at my side saying he's sorry and he love's me and he's going to try..... Same old song and dance! Was making him leave the right thing to do or should I wait another 13years??? I go back to the clinic tomorrow to see what kind of help I can get to my road of recovery but I'm so unsure about what I should do about my husband!!
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