I go to a teaching site and get a different professor other than my lecture professor.
This teacher ... I feel she is bullying me, every time we meet I get pulled aside and have her tell me "what's annoying about me". she told me with my personality I am not going to make it in this profession. that means she thinks I will never be able to do my job, and on and on. That finally made me cry. We've met 2x a week and this is our 3rd week and she has already judged me the first day when she said "the only thing I am good at is hiding" - in front of the whole group. but I told her my patient needed me for care and has been calling all day I also did a lot helping my classmates... I asked her today what can I do to improve? She told me "that's something Id have to do on my own - take a class or something to be more social" ...
She doesn't like me.
This is really taking over my mind right now and I know my mind should be somewhere else I should be studying. I don't want her to find something about me so she can fail me. I know what I have to do, I need to ask to be switched, but, this worry won't leave me
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