You know what sucks? Last year at this time, yes.. anxiety with terrible, but I had the motivation to work on the things that I could do, to make it better. T, meds, excersizing.. There was hope that I could get better.
NOW- I guess I am dealing with depression- with depression, there is no hope. What is the point of starting to excersizing again? trying to make my relationship work, etc? I partcipate on a message board where I am sure the majorty of people on here have dealt with depression, but still I feel so alone.
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"You decide every moment of every day who you are and what you believe in. You get a second chance, every second."
"You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be!" - J.K. Rowling. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.
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