My dad physically abuses me when he is angry. And my mum emotional abuses me. But I'm mostly concerned about my dad.

When he is mad, i get hurt. When he isn't mad, he creeps me out. He is always touching me. Not inappropriately. But unnecessarily.

It ranges from "accidentally" touching my knee or thigh. To standing super close behind me. He grabbed the back of my neck and kept touching my back.

We have a four wheeler (atv) and he makes me sit behind or in front of him. When I could just drive a different one. He just gets too close to me. It doesn't feel like he does it on accident.


Am I just paranoid?