Okay I mentioned it to T cuz I told Apt I would, sort of a dare ya situation. It was about mentioning my birthday, which t had said last week he WANTED to buy me a present, which totally embarrassed me. But over the weekend it started to feel like when I was in the hospital last September and had called T a few times. Talking about it later, he said he WANTED to drive me home from the hospital. So this week, I told him, I heard both comments the same way. He didn't have to DO these things. Just his saying them felt comforting, because my mother just always made everything about her and let me know what an impediment to her happiness I was. So today I told him I felt awkward about even mentioning my birthday but I kinda had to. So he goes, I'm still buying you a present and I'm like shut up!

So today I went to see the movie Silver Linings Playbook and I rather liked it. I thought it portrayed OCD very well. De Niro was great. Bradley Cooper was pretty intense. The Indian T was amazing.