monday, i was bouncing off the walls. could not regulate my body. had way way way too much energy. running around the house like a child. dancing, jumping, talk talk talking about a bunch of nothing. family asked me if i was on drugs. um. no.

tuesday, i woke up crying. gloomy all day. cried off an on all day. cried in the morning before work, cried in the bathroom on break at work, cried on my way home from work, cried at home off and on all evening/night. then at one point everything was funny as crap to me. i was just laughing my face off, but not in the jokish kinda way, moreso in the sarcastic kind of way...that didnt last long, though. had about a half hour laughing spell, then back to crying.

today, i feel distressed. woke up crying again. hoping i can get back to see for a couple hours before i have to get up and get ready for work. i feel sad & angry at the same time.