it's like you make the investment, right? the investment to put it all out there, hoping for a return. needing that return. waiting on it. it causes pain everytime that you put it out there I imagine.

it always did for me. and the more I put it out there....
the sicker I felt......
cuz that's what I was focusing on....

ugh. there is just too much inside of us to ignore....
but letting it out truly is an investment....
it has it's price....

and that is what makes being on here triggering for you I think.
but there is another side to the monkey man!
a side that we don't really get to see....

how bout he comes out for a while...
let's see what he thinks of this place.
I bet he would laugh
and he would make jokes
and he would love it here...

he might be able to talk to the side that is triggered here

he might be able to make sense of it.