Hello, Valleydolls92,

It helps sometimes if you are able to lower your expectations of other people. Secondly, you have some chemical imbalances that are causing
your feeling tones, in my view. Please see your personal physician, have some blood work done and ask for a referral to see a psychiatrist.

Your situation can be helped so much by finding the chemical imbalance and treating it.

I have real compassion for your circumstances, but you are in charge of
your life, and it's going to be up to you to do the things that make your
life what you want it to be.

Take care.