Yesterday, I was just saying that I felt like I was really out of the woods. My depression had lifted and I was actually feeling "normal".
I took too much medication to sleep last night. At least, that's what I'm blaming it on. I woke up this morning feeling soooo hurt. You know, the kind of hurting in your head and heart that makes you cry on the inside and feel in the depths of despair. I'm sorry that I tried to sleep last night and took so many drugs. Today, it's like I was never getting better and I'm right back down in the deep, dark pit again. I have serious doubts as to whether or not I will ever get "better" this time. I'm feeling so bad.