I am very depressed and tired today. I did too much walking yesterday and my right foot feels like it's broken. This is especially frustrating as I just saw the podiatrist yesterday. There is little he can do - my feet are so oddly shaped that I cannot get shoes that fit properly. I am going to try to get a haircut and do some grocery shopping before going to school tonight.

I have failed at everything in life and don't know what to try next. I guess I will discuss this with my T on Friday. My MD prescribed a gel to treat low testosterone but when I filled the Rx it came to $85 even with discounts. It was more than I could afford.