Kureha, you're probably right that a psychologist is best. I dont have one, yet, and I have only seen my GP, hospital people, a clinical psychiatrist, a forensic psychiatrist and some CPNs. I think they will try getting me to talk to a psychologist with the CMHT, thats what I have been told by my friend. I hate talking to anyone, let alone a new person. I cant. I cant trust anyone, I know everyone of these people have some other agenda. Its like mind games they are playing with me, trying to corner me, have me put down or silenced.