I'm lonely because I'm surrounded by people who profess to care, yet never show it.
I'm not any kind of awkward, I know tons of people. Befriend people easily... People who's hands I've held through every type of hardship known to mankind over the years. People who know whoto call when their relationship is on the rocks, or they're in a financial jam.
People who are never available when I'm in need.
People who insist that either they are there for me... or I shouldn't be dependent on others, I should learn to cope...
People who are ALWAYS centre stage, even when I request the spotlight.
So that's why I'm lonely...
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DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD
"The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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