ok so i have been in a very similar relationhip , i wanted to cuddle the guy - he flipped out
and so he got on top of me and pressed all his weight to his hands and pressed it against my forhead, hurt really bad , and slapped me in the face several times
i cried and said ur a ****ing idiot
then after that i turned the lights off and went in a diff room slept ont he couch , he came in and started yelling " say sorry!"
and hit me on the arm as well and pushed me against the furniture really hard and screamed in my ear " this is me mad"

k so - he stopped and
left
and i ended up sleeping on the staires and
he texted me cuz he heard my phone going off, i was asking people to pick me up
he said he was sorry
and i was like u scare me
and next day he gave me roses and tried to make it up
no one can make anything like that up

- i saw a aprt of him i never saw before but now i know its there
and i dont want to be a part of it anymore

**** i wouodnt want to have kids with a guy like that and have him be around them

u got to look at the big picture

u can find a man better for u - sexier- and non violent