I've done that too.... funny... posting something, sending it unaware of who will read it or.. if it'll even get read... sometimes lifts something off of your chest. I go to sleep and wake with anxiety everyday. I miss the days here and there where I would feel.. even slightly.. calm or relaxed... I'm sorry.. I wish life was easier to understand.. and that no one had to feel that. I'd like to hope words and communication help though.
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'She'll lie and steal and cheat,
and beg you from her knees
Make you thinks she means it this time
She'll tear a hole in you, the one you can't repair
But I still love her, I don't really care
When we were young, oh oh, we did enough
When it got cold, ooh ooh, we bundled up
I can't be told, ah ah it can't be done
It's better to feel pain,
than nothing at all
The opposite of love's indifference
Pay attention now, I'm standing on your porch screaming out
And I wont leave until you come downstairs'
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