Hello everyone,

Updating


My soon to be ex husband drug my heart around for awhile then we finally quit communicating all together. He comes and visits his daughter 6 hours a month, if that. He is very self absorbed.

I will be filing for divorce, after being separated for almost 8 months. Even though he wanted it and I didn't.

I am done. I can no longer torture myself and I can no longer wait for him to revert back to the man I married, or thought I married.

My daughter and I deserve better.

I am doing well. I am in counseling, I have a new job at a hospital(nursing), I exercise every day(kickboxing, yoga, etc) and have lost 15 pounds, am taking skydiving lessons, and I have planned myself a vacation across country for this summer.

Baby is doing great. She talks and she is crawling now. She drinks from a sippy cup and loves baby food. She is 5 months old.

I decided it was either get busy living or get busy dying. And by waiting for this guy, even though I was head over heels crazy for him, I was dying.

I want to thank everyone for their advice, kind words,and perspectives.

I'll be hanging around here and updating whenever I can.