well I never did call in sick and now it has been 3 days and I am really sick. I have been adjusting to abilify and today I started having heart palpations that really scared me. I felt really weak and had to lay down and my heart was just racing. I took an ativan and it eventually went away but I have been in bed all afternoon. I am supposed to go to work at 6 and going to have to call in sick because this is so ridiculous I am this scared to call my boss and I don't understand why I am such a martyr.