What's DID? Never heard of it. I know that they stay inside but came out because of a new medicine and it was too bad, I wasn't by myself so no one would see be "Crazyier than a Loon," Know what I mean. She hasn''t come out for years in a real social setting. Maybe by myself by choice for private reasons, but my will power has been choosy enough to not let her out just to anyone for any reason at all. It was the meds changing my consciousness, because normally I keep inside, what I know needs to stay there. I like everyone in the world have fanticies and usually keep them inside pretty easily. Yea I am a art student as well as a journalist to be going to community college. I do have potential but this really made me drop to my knees in humility and shame. Beside, He will never speak to me ever again to protect himself from harmful types. One time (being harmed is good enough reason to foreveer avoid a person, and actually I don't blame him one bit, because if I was basically normal I wouldn't put up with it either. I stil feel so rotten and wish I could turn back time. Know what I mean? All my friends are being real supportive, I have to keep the story to myself most of the time for sanity sake and maybe community Gossip. It is hard for me to control the impulse. I quite enjoy others to feel sorry for me and that is a shame. I wish I could grow up. Oh good bye.