Thank you for letting me know you care Fuzzy.

Emmy, Yes. I'm in therapy. Thank you for writing how I'm feeling so clearly. That is exactly why I'm so confused. That and trying to figure out if I can have this person in my life so if he passes I will at least have had some positive time with him. Thank you also for letting me know it makes sense that I'm confused. I needed to hear that.

Thank you both! Annie