I go back and forth with bitterness and not depressed any more but sometimes sad then OK with it all. Its been 2 months. We were together for a year. She had been meeting other guy and finally this guy a week prior of saying she wanted a future together. She has major NPR that I discovered after! Why I never looked into her actions earlier. Its just the most disrespectful thing anyone has ever done to me MUCH less from someone I loved. She never owned up to anything other than to blame me for being emotional and my feelings were eratic and ended up making me the reason she left...yadda yadda yadda.

I finally today send her a very direct email stating that I deserve better and she did the most effed up thing a girl to do, and I never want her in life as friends as long as I live. Basically ended it with I dont want to have people in my life like her in any capacity. end of the day.....I felt better for it and mean.