I've been properly cutting on my stomach for like 1-2 months now, about 65 times, and i've been thinking about talking to someone and going through scenarios in my head but i dont think i'll do it, cause they might think i'm just attention seeking and being stupid and annoying, and i don't know if i am or not

? I see all these people's stories that say they've been cutting for years so i just feel like i'm cheating or something and i haven't earned the right to tell someone and i'm just a wuss. Basically i'm just a bit confused as i guess quite a few people om here are and any comments/replies would be nice