I know you don't like the idea but please think about therapy so that you have some IRL support. Please don't let your past ruin your chances for a IRL supportive loving relationship. You deserve others to care for you as much as you care for others. Is there a way to get out and do fun things with your daughter regularly?
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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