god hes a great guy. i love him very much. im just tired. All adviice that ive been given is solid but im not able to do it. no backbone???? i feel like a fool but he is my sense of security. its in my best interest. to keep him...safe, happy..??? not sure. just tired and need to cry.

no negative comments about my husband please. makes me feel guilty. support but no critisism.
Sorry for gibberish.