Hello sacred soul and welcome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I sufferred for years as a teenager especially, with anxity issues. i got myself a therapist in college, and was in and out of hospitals because of it and also from a few accidents.head injuries etc..but anyway you should get a therapist and doc if it is so bad you must be suffering so bad i remember how painfully shy i was due to the anxiety, but did get help and still have a lot of issues, i hope you can find someone who will help you.you can learn new ways of communication.