i'am being a pain but am obsessing. i don't know if e-mailing will be a huge boundary issue. she has not yelled at me the last time i e-mailed .in fact she said nothing. i just want her to know that i am not a rotten horrible person. i guess i just feel like i am and want her to tell me i am not. i can't get this from my husband because i have never shared that part of me with him. i don't want to feel this way. the last time i e-mailed her was like 2 months ago if not longer.