The thing is, I am concerned about posting much detail at all, but it is hard to explain without much info...sorry. Basically what I have been thinking about is turning my primary CSA perp into the authorities for something completely unrelated to me...morally it might be the right thing to do, as he has been breaking the law...but the real motivation would be to hurt him for hurting me and that's so wrong...and I don't know how to deal with that or any of this. I have tried so hard to not even think about him and now this info was just presented to me out of the blue(by someone who has NO idea that there was an issue in my childhood with this person) and now I don't know what to do. If I did do anything I would never be forgiven for betraying the family....ugh...sorry