(((canders)))

Don't say that you dont deserve anything because you do. And you are absolutely 100% not a waste of space!!! you deserve the best, honestly you do. you do so much for this community, and you help so many people. Even when you dont realise that you are helping, you are. A kind comment, or a helpful suggestion... it really means the world to people. I'm so sorry that you are feeling this way, and i wish that there was something that i could do to ease your pain, or just make you realise what a special person you are.
I know how hard dealing with family can be... and i esp know how hard holidays can be. Just try and keep positive, and know that you have people here that care about you. And all of these feelings of frustration, sadness, depression ... try and let some of them out. Just .. cry. Honestly, at the time it can seem so over-whelming and seem like nothing is being solved .. and well maybe the physcial things aren't being solved, but you are helping yourself by expressing some of these things.
Sometimes i feel myself these same sort of things .. being dramatic or whiny .. but truthfully, that just shows that you need some support. So just know that i am here for you if you even need someone to talk, or vent, or scream or cry at .. or if you just need someone to tell you something funny to chear you up. Please please feel free to pm me at anytime ... and i will do my best to help.

I hope that this weekend isn't as bad as you think it will be ... try and focus on the good things in your life, as hard as they may be at sometimes.

Take good care,
Jacqueline