Hey guys, how y'all doing? I've been stressing and enjoying too, this last few days before I get back to work on Friday. My changed supervisors before I left my job and she called me today, to tell me that on Friday, my old boss and herself would talk to me. She said she didn't want me to feel ambushed. I do appreciate the heads up, but I still feel ambushed. I did not complete the expected numbers for my job before leaving and now they need me to do it by June. Thing is the way they structure my functions do not help to achieve their goals. I ***** about that all the time, more before I got a new boss. My old boss didn't do such a great job, but I have high expectations from my new boss. So, I'm stressed about that, a little, wondering if I should mention that I'm bp and possibly have postpartum depression. My husband said not to tell them.. But he also happened to tell me that he thinks I do the bare minimum. That my friends, hurt my feelings. Maybe I do, do the minimum at everything. I don't know why.. Do I do the minimum? Is it bp and my difficulty to get organized? I don't want to feel like there's something wrong with me. But sometimes I do... I don't know... Aaaahhhh oh well.. Hope y'all are doing good, haven't read ya in a while.
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