I had the consultation / interview with the T from the group I may join. I think that I am going to go through with the group, but as far as the meeting goes - ugh, just ugh. Within the first couple of minutes she stopped to ask if I was okay. At this point I started to pinch myself just so I wouldn't lose control. She asked me several times if I was still there. I said yes, but at the very end, after I divulged a few things, I don't think I really was. I realized this as I was meeting alone with my T. I just felt strange and even more disconnected then I can at times. I was in a daze most of the evening, but now I just feel icky. I will add oogie and acky as well.