I know exactly what you are feeling....I can't even go to the grocery store anymore....I don't go out except to work and I don't know how much longer I can do it...I don't look at anyone on the way to work or on the way home...I get home and stay inside the rest of the time...I hate the curtains open becaue afraid someone might see me...anyhow, I know what you are feeling is real to you...and I send you my (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))...Hopefully, it will just take time before these feelings go away...with the help of meds and doctor....