Damn it. That's expensive. I don't know how much I will have to pay for my meds. But next time I can see a doc, I'm asking for all the works! Drug the crap out of me. Crazy to say that when I never believed in meds. Then again, if I didn't have my kids, husband and still had means to live, I wouldn't take meds and just be my messy self... Or maybe not. Who knows! Now, depression sucks. I don't think you should leave them meds. Yeah, even depression can help your creative drive but can you pick up the pieces if things go south?