Just want to say (since it's now Valentine's day where I am)...I love you all. Even when I'm not here very much.

Just typing those words has me crying. Nighttime when I'm awake and H is asleep seems to be a time I remember loss and love and that I'm a person.

I also realized I did absolutely nothing for H for Valentine's. I think it's time for meds. Maybe T can help tomorrow. T on Valentine's day, hmph!

ETA...then I checked my FB and what's on top? My ex-GF posting about how much she loves her hubby. I can't win here. It's not that I don't want her to be happy, I do. Just on top of everything else, it was kinda like a smack in the face. Oh well. Que sera, sera.