Welcome to the boards, DarkChild. You've come to a great place for support, caring and understanding.
Like Emily said, if you can, would you please tell us more about yourself so we'll know more how to help you?
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.