I feel kinda funny asking this but I think my T rode past my house on a Harley the other weekend. I was out the front reading and smoking when a guy on aHarley rode by but instead of keeping going up the road he turned around and rode past again slowed and looked at me. I couldn't see his face because of helmet and sunglasses but he has a really distinctive ginger and grey beard.

I really want to know if was him but I don't want to ask in case he brings up the fact that I've driven past his house several times. A few times just to see if I could see him and other times on legitimate business.

I'm dreading asking him because of the resulting conversation and the embarrassment I'll suffer as I'm 45 and it makes me feel like a schoolgirl with a crush. I've also told him I want to have sex with him but I was coming down from a manic episode at the time but I don't think he buys that explanation.

I forgot to say that he doesn't have my current address on record, just the suburb. It,s only small andmy house one of the first few on the main road.

AAARRRRGGGGHHH!!!!