I don't like this at all. This has all been too much. At least come back so I can talk about it? I don't know if I can be helped. I don't know if you can help me. I'm not sure if you really want to help me anymore. At least come back so I can talk to you about it? How can I say goodbye to you if that's what's going to happen? How can I? I never wanted this. I have no one to tell but you. Can you contact me like you said you would (if you could). Could you not find a way to, just once?

One week and two days down, one week and five days to go.