Thank you for lettting us know how you are. Glad your not preg., glad it's not the other things to. Now the dr's just gotta figure out what it is huh.
Please know you are in my thoughts. Sometimes prayers are all we have. I didn't want to say anything to raid your thead at the time, my intent was helping you get t hrew this, but if it makes a difference, I was raped when I was 15. I stayed w/ the guy and it continued for 8 or 9 months. I felt guilty because I didn't get away and stayed w/ him. I allowed this to happen by not leaving him. After T 20 years later I realize it was not my fault. I didn't like the treatment I got from him and I didn't come back for more abuse. It's a shame it took 20 years to find that out or for someone to believe me. I already knew deep down inside.
Just letting you know you are not alone. I'm 38 and am just now getting this resolved. So there is hope and I know what you feel like. Take care girlie. Hope you find out soon what in the world is going on.
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