I just e-mailed my pdoc. Told her everything, while emphasizing that I don't think that I'm in danger. I did it mostly as a precaution so that it doesn't get worse. Asked her if I should take more zyprexa tonight.

I'm just so scared that she'll freak out. What if she wants to send me to the hospital? I don't think that I need that, and it would be a distressing experience. Scared.