You sound like I did before I had therapy -- I truely believed I was at fault for the abuse done to me. I am slowly coming to believe that no child deserves to be hurt and that includes me. I know how hard it is to get beyond that belief that the abuse and pain and fear has so deeply ingrained in us. We do not deserve to be hurt or punished. We are all flawed. You deserve to be treasured. I hope the place where you were sent is able to help you to see that.

Dalila