Today Sucks, but not for the reason you might think. Well yes it sucks for that reason too, the fact that I'm alone, but it's soo much more than that.

Today's the day my brother's girlfriend of 10 years, a girl who was supposed to be my sister-in-law died tragically.

Today's the day that I first talked (on Skype) with the guy that ended up raping me.

Today a PC friend who said they'd be there, is missing.

Today I have to work.

Today I am alone.

I don't know what I'm looking for by starting this thread. A little sympathy, perhaps some encouragement, maybe even some tips on how to make it through the day? I don't really know. So whatever you have, I will take.